Hi guys.... how are you today? I'm continue my story. So where was i? Owh yes. I got it. So i was very happy in my own world that I had created. I was so busy in my own world that I actually didn't what was happening in the real world. Everytime when I was habing a hard time I was always talking to SRK's foto or talking to myself. Everytime I'm done talking to SRK 's foto I felt so good. If I was stuck in some problems I alsways look at one of his movies and then I got the solutions. So was my life withhout friends till I turn 15. When I turn 15 I could understand what actually means to be with someone. When I was 15 I fell in love with a guys I always dreamt of. But the problem was, that I didn't had the courage to tell him. Because he was a guy that only like beautiful girls. And I was ugly. That moment I reliased how importend it is to be beautiful. So I never tried to impress him, because I didn't want to get emberessd. So I just loved him from far. Later when I turn 18 I understand if i'm not gonna show my feelings to others nobody gonna notice it. So I tried my best to Show my feelings.............to be continued.....