My childhood

Hi....
Mij name is Rasrie.
Actually i don't have much friends in my life to share my expiriences. Everyone is busy in their own life. So i dicided to write a blog to share my expiriences of my life. I would also like if i could get feedback about what i write. I'm from a middel class family. And i'm the second child of my parents. So most of times i could not get much attention from them, because they where busy in earning money en rising their 3 childeren. So when i grow op to 8 years nobody wanted to be friends with me. Because i was ugly. So i decided to stay alone. I didn't speak much. I the time i spend time with my self and with bollywood films. I was so away of the reality world. I created my own world. Where i was so happy. Looking at bollywood films i found my love in the films. I fall in love with the famous super star of bollywood "Shah Rukh Khan" For the reality world it was a stupid thing. But for me it was my whole world. I had nobody to talk with. I was so happy with my created world.